like a child...

a four year old little girl was told her younger brother was sick with a cold. she dropped her toys that she was playing with and ran over to her brother. she took a good look at him and then put her hand on his forehead. she bowed her head, closed her eyes, and said, "Dear God, my brother is sick. Amen!" then she turned around to her parents and said, "Ok. He is all better now." and ran back to her toys.

faith anyone?? :)

a little better..

lol.. i'm getting there. he's 5 years younger. imma keep searching till i get within my range! bahahaha... (refer to previous post if you're confused)

i must be getting old

sooo.. some korean pop music for you..

a lady once told me that as women get older, they slowly become attracted to younger and younger men.. this was probably around age 18 or 19 for me and i thought, ""yea right.. i will not ever go for younger guys, ever." i always wanted an older guy, maybe around the 2-4 years older range..

and then i hit my 20s..

20 years old: "i guess if he's the same age as me.. it'll still be ok"

21 years old: "whatever, 6 months younger, not so bad"

22 years old: "a year younger? no problem!"

23 years old: "2 years? ok, i guess?"

24 years old: "3 years... that's the same age as my younger brother. hmm.. i guess ok??"

25 years old: "age doesn't matter!!!" bahahahaha (ok ok i lied, i really would prefer if the guys was older and IF he is younger, try not to pass the 2 year mark??)

so what does this have to do with k-pop?

here is a new boy band called B2ST pronounced beast. the oldest is 20 and the youngest is 18. some good looking kiddies i'll say.. haha.. especially the kid named Gi-kwang, born in 1990. (thats SIX years younger!)

so.. why wasn't i born in 1990???

weight loss..

weight loss nearing 31 pounds... for those that don't know, i've gained a whopping 30 pounds during the year i worked as a night shift nurse.. not enough sleep, carbs to keep me awake, and staying up the night just lead to a bad bad combo... kind of embarrassed but posting up before and after pics.. the after pics are really really recent.. only 8 more pounds to my target weight goal!!!!! YAY!!!

before... hrmm...

btw.. that's my mom knocked out cold in the first pic..

after... whew...

one thing i've learned, water is best. seriously.

current mood for taking pics..

ive decided to grow out my hair.. (i cut it to look different, but it seems a lot of girls recently have cut their hair as well, so im growing it out)

so some pics for memories of my awesome short hair... who knows, maybe ill cut it again.. :)

all of course with the courtesy of my supposed to be awesome macbook.. i apparently got the finicky one... bad first mac experience.. :(